i am 27 and have 4 wonderfull children last year my 2 year old son hurt himself we took him to the hospital to get his injury seen to and the doctor called social services they came and took 3 of my children into care at the time i was pregnant with my 4th then when she was born they took her from the hospital at an hour old and put her into care aswell i was obviously deverstated a few month later i found out i was pregnant again and was very happy. also we were just about to get our 4 children back after more than a year of court battels then the social worker found out about my pregnacy from the doctor and told us that if didnt have an abortion i could not have all my children back i felt i had no choice but to go ahead with it as i could give up any of my kids i had no support from any one really and if i bring it up now i get told i should be over it and i did the right thing for the 4 i already have but even though i know it was right in some way as all 4 of my children are back with us i still cant get over what i had to do to make that happen the child i got rid of was just as much my child as the other 4 but know one seems to understand how i feel i just feel so alone and i feel that i have made the biggest sacrfice i ever could my killing one of my children to keep the others i cant see anyway of getting over this my baby would have been due this new years eve

Dear Kelly,
I am grieving with you, my sister. I can't imagine being forced to make a horrible choice like that. I do understand your grief though, as I too have suffered horribly after abortion. There is hope and there is healing for your broken heart. Please pray about being a part of an abortion recovery group. It will be well worth your time and effort to bring healing and closure after your traumatic loss. There is a helpline listed on our resource page that can help you take the next step. The Lord Jesus feels your pain also and wants to take your pain away. Just trust Him to forgive you and to make you whole again and He will. He is the only One who was able to help me to be sane again. He knows your heart and your love for your children, let Him love on you and give you peace and comfort.
I am praying for you. Don't give up hope.
Love,
Nona

Kelly, that is so wrong, you should take them to court! No one has the right to tell you what you should or should not do! Or threaten your existing children with your innocent unborn child! That is so maddening, wrong and some egotistical power-trip that no one should ever be forced into falling for! Kelly, I am so sorry that ever happened to you. How incredibly vile that social worker is! There is no law stating such nonsense! And there still isnt! Abortion is evil and so are the people who suggest it. There are cases where people who were also forced into having them but fought it in court and won! Kelly, you should fight, don't let them win! I'm so sorry. I know you are hurting, I pray for your healing. Please try not to despair, you were totally wronged, and that is what is wrong! Don't be too hard on yourself. Pray to our father, He will help ease your pain and ask Him to help you in the future on how to protect yourself and your children. Peace Kelly.