I CRY ALL DAY AND BEEN CRYING EVERYDAY SINCE.I NEVER KNEW I HAD THAT MANY TEARS. THE PAIN I FEEL IS LIKE I CAN'T BREATHE. MY HEART HURTS AND MY THROAT FEEL LIKE IT'S CLOSING. I LOVED MY BABY BUT LIFE THREW ME A HARD DECISION AND LOOKING BACK I FAILED. I AM A MOTHER WHO BELIEVES CHILDREN SHOULD BE YOUR WORLD TOP PRIORITY, BUT I DID'T SEE IT THAT WAY THAT DAY.NOW ALL I HAVE OF MY BABY IS THE WAY I MISTREATED HER AND DIDN'T BE THE MOTHER I SHOULD HAVE.THESE PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND YOUR HEART BEATS FOR YOUR KIDS NOW THAT SHE IS GONE WHEN WILL THE HURT GO AWAY, THE TEARS STOP FALLING, AND THE HATING MYSELF END. CAUSE I KNOM MISSING MY BABY WILL BE MY LIFETIME.

Dear Michelle,
I am here for you. I pray that you will come back to this website to see the replies I am giving you. The Lord compelled me to look at your cries for help here on Safe Haven. I have actually been in a conference learning more of our Lord's precious ways to reach out to you and other women that have suffered the pain of abortion, like we have. The Lord has obviously been doing a work in your heart already for you to be able to face the pain and allow the healing tears to come without blocking every emotion off. Seek God's Word, especially the book of Psalms. There is so much heart healing there.
We are here to grieve with you and pray for you as you trust Jesus to take this pain from you. You are right that you will not forget this child, for that bond can never be broken and that is okay. As the Lord comforts you and brings healing to your heart, then He will give you the grace and desire to help others through the healing steps as welll.
You are loved and appreciated, don't give up,
Nona