I will never forget what I have done.
I will always suffer for my baby.
I will endure all this pain and judgement thats upon me.
I will always know my sin.
I will always know my foolish choice.
I will live to suffer for the sake of love.
The guilt that lays upon me shall stay with me until death divides my mistakes & insanity.
My child will never be forgotten & shall be REBORN with love and joy, by my request.
I shall accept my wrongfullness for this life, I have learned a brutal lesson.
I will never ever make a choice of evil, ever again.
I vow to you Prime Creator that I will continue my life in sorrow and rememberance of my wicked actions for the love I truly had.
I vow to you Almighty, that I am not evil.
I vow to myself that I will accept my mistakes and forgive that evil came upon me.
I can only believe that when you take me in death, my pain will be known to you and only then will I truly be healed.
I thank you for the strength and loving energy you release, for these are evil times.
In my darkest hour I express my soul in its suffer. For this we did not intend.
Odyseius is his name.